sesungguhnya manusia itu benar benar sangat mengingkari nikmat… (suratHajj,ayat66) 😰😰😭😭
I was soo down(and busy overtime too) last month .. why?
- ibti will be going to Ontario for good on December to continue her masterdegree and .. so,if she get pregnant, she will deliver the baby in Canada (to get the passport)
- Haima is going to US. abandoned our plan to hike fuji mountain. (but she will be back this month)
- Deasy is going back to Indonesia for good.
- I just feel left behind. ( and myb envy,lol)
- and the guy that i like – is not liking me back (😂😂) – the pain of unrequited love is always there, my dear.. kinda like”why dont you like me back?” asking for a validation of self worth. eniwei…
- maybe it’s just because im lonely. and alone.. (?)
and when i was thinking my option..(including selling the house and resign from the job) ;
Allah surprises me..
- I got to take up my role in Rhino Conservation Hoedspruit.
- I got nominated for project management course by ms.Carla.. (i have to finish the online course through mylearningzone and then 3 days workshop in aviation college) which means – myalmosttwomonthsleaveis not really just enjoying my time but also studying and doing thecourse!
soo.. kalau udah begini,
apa gak penasaran? should i give up now, just in the name of “di Dubai jauh jodoh” kalo mau cari laki ya kamu mesti pulang indo put — while maybe God prepares something best for me next year..
ill be there someday,somehow.. i know.. 😇
and about the guy, let he found his way just like how Ibe, Ghaith, and Yu found theirs to me.. (walopun gakjd- hahaaa) *kalo udh jodoh,gak kemana,kan.. ✌🏻️😊☺️
~~~~ dan baru kmrin gw sempat mikir ,,dilemma, krn dapet cuti almost two months.. most of my friends kaget pas gw bilang , ill just spend it at home… gw jdgak mood kemana2.. bahkan plan mau ke negara ke22,23,24 saja gw hapus dari list… cuma mungkin bakalan kabur ke jpg,nadi,atau UK bbrp hari.. (kalau jadi,krn masih bimbang)
well..yang jelas gw bakalan homesick bgd pasti pas balik ke Dubai.
karna pulang ke indonesia ituu.. enaknya surga dunia no53, perut gw !! omg!! 😱 dekat dengan mama ayah dan keluarga,gak pernah ngerasa sepi.. tapi…
satu fakta … dengan saat ini gw kerja d Dubai, ada banyak mulut yang bisa gw kasih makan.
I could help people beyond my immediate family ,,,
so myb notyet … i think im not ready..
look what haima sent me !