๐Ÿ˜Šโค๏ธ๐Ÿ“™๐Ÿ“™

ใ“ใ‚“ใซใกใฏใ€ใฟใชใ•ใ‚“ใ‚คใƒณใƒ‰ใƒใ‚ทใ‚ขใ‹ใ‚‰ใใŸใ‚บใ‚ฃใƒฏใงใ™ใ€‚ใƒ‰ใƒใ‚คใซ๏ผ•ๅนดใ™ใ‚“ใงใ„ใพใ™

ใใ‚‡ใ†ใฏใ€็งใฎใ˜ใ‚“ใ›ใ„ใ‚’ๅค‰ใˆใŸๆ—ฅๆœฌใ‚Šใ‚‡ใ“ใ†ใซใคใ„ใฆใ€ใŠใฏใชใ—ใ—ใพใ™ใ€‚

ใ‚Šใ‚‡ใ“ใ†ใจใฏใชใ‚“ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€‚ใฉใ‚“ใชใ„ใฟใŒใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ™ใ‹ใ€‚

ใ‚ฐใƒผใ‚ฐใƒซใซใ‚ˆใ‚‹ใจใ€ใชใซใ‹ใ‚’ใ•ใŒใ—ใซใงใ‹ใ‘ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใ€ใใ—ใฆใ€ใฟใคใ‘ใฆใ‚‚ใฉใฃใฆใใ‚‹ใ“ใจใ€ใจใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ™ใ€‚

ใ‚ใŸใ—ใฎใ—ใ‚…ใฟใฏๆ—…่กŒใงใ€๏ผ’๏ผ๏ผ‘๏ผ“ๅนดใซใ„ใฃใŸๆ—ฅๆœฌใ‚Šใ‚‡ใ“ใ†ใฏใ€ไบบ็”ŸใซใŠใŠใใใˆใ„ใใ‚‡ใ†ใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใใ‚Œใฏใ€็งใฎไผš็คพใงใ€ๅคขใซใพใง่ฆ‹ใฆใ„ใŸใƒใ‚ธใ‚ทใƒงใƒณใซใ€€ใคใใ“ใจใŒใงใใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€€ใ‚ใจใฎใ“ใจใงใ™ใ€‚

ใ‚ใŸใ—ใฏๆ—…่กŒไธญใ€ใ“ใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใชใ“ใจใซใŠใฉใ‚ใใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใใ‚Œใฏใ€็งใฎไผš็คพใงใ€ๅคขใซใพใง่ฆ‹ใฆใ„ใŸใƒใ‚ธใ‚ทใƒงใƒณใซใ€€ใคใใ“ใจใŒใงใใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€€ใ‚ใจใฎใ“ใจใงใ™ใ€‚

ใ‚ใŸใ—ใฏๆ—…่กŒไธญใ€ใ“ใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใชใ“ใจใซใŠใฉใ‚ใใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใฒใจใฏใ€ใ‚จใ‚นใ‚ซใƒฌใƒผใ‚ฟใƒผใซใฎใ‚‹ใจใใ€ใ„ใกใ‚Œใคใซใชใ‚‰ใณใพใ™ใ€‚็งใฏใ˜ใถใ‚“ใฎๅฅฝใใชๅ ดๆ‰€ใซใŸใฃใฆใ„ใฆใ€ๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใใชใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚
ใพใ‚ใ‚Šใซใ‚ดใƒŸ็ฎฑใŒใชใ„ใฎใซใ€ใพใกใŒใจใฆใ‚‚ใใ‚Œใ„ใงใ™ใ€‚ใจใ‚‚ใ ใกใฏใ€ใ”ใฟใ‚’ใ„ใˆใพใงใ‚‚ใฃใฆใ‹ใˆใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใ€็งใซใ„ใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใงใ‚“ใ—ใ‚ƒใฏใ€ใŸใ ใ—ใ„ใฐใ—ใ‚‡ใซใ€ใŸใ ใ—ใ„ใ˜ใ‹ใ‚“ใซใ€ใจใพใฃใฆใ€€ใฏใฃใ—ใ‚ƒใ—ใพใ™ใ€‚

ไป–ไบบใฎใ‚ใ„ใ‚ใใซใชใ‚‹ใฎใงใ€้›ป่ปŠใฎไธญใงใฏใงใ‚“ใ‚ใฎใŠใจใ‚„ใ€ๅคงใใชๅฃฐใง่ฉฑใ™ใฒใจใŒใชใ„ใฎใซใ‚‚ใ€ใ‹ใ‚“ใ—ใ‚“ใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ๆ—ฅๆœฌใงใƒˆใ‚คใƒฌใซๅ…ฅใฃใฆใ€้Ÿณใ‚’ใ‹ใใ™ใฎใ‚‚ใฏใ˜ใ‚ใฆ็Ÿฅใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ใ„ใพใงใฏใ€ใƒˆใ‚คใƒฌใ‚’ไฝฟใ†ใจใใ€็งใฏๆฐดใ‚’ๆตใ—ใฆใ„ใชใ„ใจๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใๆ„Ÿใ˜ใพใ™ใ€‚

ใฟใ‚“ใชใ€ใ‹ใˆใ‚ŠใŽใ‚ใซใ€ใ€ŒใŠใคใ‹ใ‚Œใ€ใจใ„ใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ไป–ไบบใฎใ—ใ”ใจใ‚’ใญใŽใ‚‰ใ†ใ“ใจใฐใ‚’ใใ„ใฆใ€ใ‹ใ‚“ใฉใ†ใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ไป–ใฎไบบใฎใ“ใ†ใฉใ†ใ‚’ใŠใ†ใˆใ‚“ใ™ใ‚‹ใ€ŒใŒใ‚“ใฐใฃใฆใ€ใจใ„ใ†่จ€่‘‰ใ‚’ใใใŸใณใซใ€็งใฏใปใปใˆใพใ—ใใŠใ‚‚ใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚

ใพใŸใ“ใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใชใ“ใจใฐใ‚‚ใชใ‚‰ใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใ„ใกใ”ใ„ใกใˆโ€•โ€•ใ€€ไธ€ๅ›žใฎๅ‡บไผšใ„ใ‚’ๅคงๅˆ‡ใซใ—ใชใ•ใ„ใจใ†ใ„ใฟใงใ™ใ€‚

ใฒใณใŸใณใซใ—ใฆใ€ใŸใณใ‚’ใ™ใฟใ‹ใจใ™โ€•โ€•ใพใ„ใซใกใŒใŸใณใงใ‚ใ‚Šใ€ไบบ็”ŸใฏใŸใณใงใ‚ใ‚‹ใจใ„ใ†ใ„ใฟใงใ™ใ€‚

 ใชใชใ“ใ‚ใณใ‚„ใŠใโ€•โ€•ใ„ใคใ‹ใฏใ†ใพใ่กŒใโ€•โ€•ใ‚ใŸใ—ใซๅฟ…่ฆใ ใฃใŸใ“ใจใฐใงใ™ใ€‚

ๆ—ฅๆœฌใ‚’ใŠใจใšใ‚Œใ‚‹ใพใงใ€€ใ“ใ†ใ—ใŸใ“ใจใฐใ‚’ใ€€ใ—ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚ใ‚Šใ‚‡ใ“ใ†ใฎใ‚ใจใ€็งใฏใ‚‰ใฃใ‹ใ‚“ใ—ใ‚…ใŽใงใ€ใ“ใ“ใ‚ใ‚’ใฒใ‚‰ใ„ใŸใ€€ใ›ใ„ใ‹ใใซใชใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ใพใŸใ€็งใจๅ‘จใ‚Šใฎไบบใ€…ใ‚’ใใ‚“ใกใ‚‡ใ†ใ—ใ€ใ‹ใ‚“ใ—ใ‚ƒใ™ใ‚‹ไบบ้–“ใซใ‹ใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใฟใชใ•ใ‚“ใ€ใ“ใฎใ‚นใƒ”ใƒผใƒใ‚’ใŸใฎใ—ใ‚“ใงใใ ใ•ใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ‹ใ€‚ใใ‚Œใจใ‚‚ใใ„ใฆใ„ใฆใ€ใญใ‚€ใใชใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ‹ใ€‚

 ใ•ใ„ใ”ใพใงใ€ใปใ‚“ใจใ†ใซใ‚ใ‚ŠใŒใจใ†ใ”ใ–ใ„ใพใ—ใŸ

xes and nam

when there’s this lady , wearing a very revealing top, with her big boobs showing out and most of your male colleagues saying ” (najeeb) I’ll check her in,” , “(tawanda) no send her to me ” , and the other said (ahmed the Egyptian) ; omg , la haula wala quwwata ila billah.. astagfirullah… or Louis who said “man, for my eyes only ” and unfortunately ย for them , I’m the one that lucky to check her in.. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

and good for me , because suddenly those guys came to my counter and help me tag the baggage while the other act very friendly by pretending being a queue comber while still trying their best showing their professionalism … lol ,, *the boss should see how these employee act! ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜„

she keeps smiling and talking to me; and ya even me , i have to admit ; it’s amazing ! ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ if I’m a lady even love it how would be the man? ahhahahahah *dem!!!!

after no more rush, tawanda lenah and kimathi came to me and said ; you should give to him that lady Ziwa ,, or at least ask her how she got that nice boobs and I Just laughing ,, when lenah suddenly scream let’s do some shopping after work today ? Victoria secret ? or la senza ? hahahahaha

then you remember someone who loved some sexy pictures in Instagram on eid day even commented “unique bikini .. ” ๐Ÿ’”which makes you very mad while it’s only pictures .. well ya kinda getting crazy about it also .. lol

*klo Sama gambar Aja bete gimana Sama yang beneran,Ziwa? ย ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ

looollllll ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ˜ช

then you just realized that you shouldn’t be mad. it’s everyman’s right to enjoy ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

and yea well.. soal gak ngabarin sblm pergi gak masalah dong sharusnya toh gw Kan bukan sapa2nya dia and ngapain jadi kayaknya ribed bgd idup? dia udh ngasi tau just arrived Aja udh Alhamdulillah at least sampai selamat di tujuan. cukup dong, toh kan hanya teman.. (?)

well I really hope he enjoys his vacation.. โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ

eid Mubarakย 

mohon maaf lahir bathin… biane… afwan… gomen nasai… 

happy eidl fitr everyone .. May Allah accept our prayers and fasting… amin.. 

my 6th eid in dubai , just realized I never celebrate eid home anymore .. Skype is enough … (?) 

my first eid in dubai ; I got leave in Ramadhan so on eid I have to work.. 

second eid ; I had off but the next next day I had to work. as I remember I was trying to go home (for a day !) but got offloaded cause the flight was full

third eid ; mom and dad were here with me โค๏ธ

fourth eid ; I had to work on eid day and had afternoon tea the day after in Bloomsbury with Chiaki and Ibti 

fifth eid ; I had night shift . still manage to go to open house of masbaldi and Vina took me to one of her friend’s open house; and I just got back from the experience of fasting in Europe ! (Hamburg , Geneva and Utrecht ) 

6th eid ; I had to work on eid day , eid treats doughnuts Krispy Kreme with Jocson and today will spend the day with Virgie .. 

 

kosong kosong yaa.. and let me embrace my new life ๐Ÿ™‚ 

ใ‚ขใ‚คใƒฉใƒ–ใƒฆ … ใ‚…ย 

watashi wa chลjo (้•ทๅฅณ, eldest daughter) ::::

my thinking is like this.. 

Darenimo meiwaku wo kaketakunaiโ€ (ใ€Œ่ชฐใซใ‚‚่ฟทๆƒ‘ ใ‚’ใ‹ใ‘ใŸใใชใ„ใ€ โ€œI donโ€™t want to be a burden on anyoneโ€

โ€œKowainowa kodokushi yori mo kawaisล da to omowareru kotoโ€ (ใ€Œๆ€–ใ„ใฎใฏๅญค็‹ฌๆญปใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ‹ ใ‚ใ„ใใ†ใ ใจๆ€ใ‚ใ‚Œ ใ‚‹ ใ“ใจใ€ โ€More than the fear of dying alone, I fear being pitiedโ€

่€ณใ‚’ใ™ใพใ›ใฐ Mimi o Sumaseba, lit. “If you listen closely” 

voices 1 2 3 4 5 6 ……..

the attraction is just not there.. 

lo maksain banget …

 Klo dia suka ya gak gini juga kali… 

php ?

huff .. 

I get it .. ure not into me.. 

apaahh? Jadi lo pikir lo special ? *geer bgd sih lo? 

udah late twenties… 

pasti udah sama2 pernah sakit hati lah..

 trus kalo udh 3,4 bulan gak Cocok lo bakal ninggalin gw gitu Aja?….. 

ahh … capek gak sih lo? 

gw capek sih klo gini terus 

well.. I’d like a little bit more than what we have.. 

and this doesn’t really seem progressing.. 

I think the world of you .. 

but I think it’s time for us to move on.. 

how I wish the moment that anata no kazoku says… ๆฏๅญใ‚’ใ‚ˆใ‚ใ—ใ โค โค
but… ๐Ÿ˜ฆ 

anyway, I’ll be okay..and ull be okay too..