January in the Halifaxย 

 

swing with me,,,, will you?

it was a lonely scene , and unintentionally  today I’m listening to this lonely song ,, January in the Halifax ~ ๐ŸŽผ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€

*efek couple passengers tadi pagi kayaknya …(si Mrs Putra) ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ข

I mean.. I think I forgot already how it feels to be loved, hahahaa ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

*today- I’m experiencing yen for the yin to complement the yang !!

omg.. these dates my period should be coming, confirmed! it’s just my mood swing,,

malem jumat kan yaa,, gw mau baca Quran aja deh klo gitu… and makan kiwi yang baru gw beli tadi ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹

akai*

 

heat by Mario Testino

 
“All my life I’ve pursued the perfect red.” โ€”Diana Vreeland

*I was standing quite long in front of these pictures, I can’t imagine myself getting bored with red.โค๏ธ

**Sandra, my new friend from art bus tour took this picture ,she’s Greek and surprisingly , we’re working in the same company~ ๐Ÿ˜…โ˜บ๏ธ

the Friday ‘ate’

Ate in tagalog means sister (or aunty?); refer to someone older than you.. (Woman)

So last Friday ( 11 March 2016) I met this ate again [the one told me that she’s been trying 7 years for Emirates] same spot.. in front of nmc bus stop while waiting bus no 24 to come.. She sat beside me , and I smiled to her.. I greeted her how are you while she was about to say the same thing.. (Jinx,double jinx) lol …

I told her Alhamdulillah , everything seems okay ,, she said it’s really her dream to get hire in Emirates , she wants the tickets so she’ll be able to go home every month to see her old parents ,, I just listened ,smiled and nodded .. showing some reaction,, then she continue with the cepu emas question “are you married ?” do you live here with your family ? Husband ? I told her, no I’m alone here.. No husband yet ,,  she said ; ahh,, no problem, you look young , maybe 25 ? I laughed and told her ; this year I’m turning 29. She replied ; don’t worry , it will come , just keep praying .. Me ; yes. inshaAllah… Her ; don’t worry and don’t rush it… better than feel sorry at the age of 35, I got married at your age , now I’m 33, just got pregnant , two months…

I smiled , congrats ate… Happy for you,,

inside .. I whispered , I want to be a wife and a mother too God, please… Show me the way and make it closer… aminn

 

she gave me this. .lovely green peas

they are all now wives and mothers, except me; hopefully someday within this year and next year ๐Ÿ˜‡

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and now these three remain ;faith, hope and love. but the greatest of these is love โค