eid Mubarakย 

mohon maaf lahir bathin… biane… afwan… gomen nasai… 

happy eidl fitr everyone .. May Allah accept our prayers and fasting… amin.. 

my 6th eid in dubai , just realized I never celebrate eid home anymore .. Skype is enough … (?) 

my first eid in dubai ; I got leave in Ramadhan so on eid I have to work.. 

second eid ; I had off but the next next day I had to work. as I remember I was trying to go home (for a day !) but got offloaded cause the flight was full

third eid ; mom and dad were here with me โค๏ธ

fourth eid ; I had to work on eid day and had afternoon tea the day after in Bloomsbury with Chiaki and Ibti 

fifth eid ; I had night shift . still manage to go to open house of masbaldi and Vina took me to one of her friend’s open house; and I just got back from the experience of fasting in Europe ! (Hamburg , Geneva and Utrecht ) 

6th eid ; I had to work on eid day , eid treats doughnuts Krispy Kreme with Jocson and today will spend the day with Virgie .. 


kosong kosong yaa.. and let me embrace my new life ๐Ÿ™‚ 

ใ‚ขใ‚คใƒฉใƒ–ใƒฆ … ใ‚…ย 

watashi wa chลjo (้•ทๅฅณ, eldest daughter) ::::

my thinking is like this.. 

Darenimo meiwaku wo kaketakunaiโ€ (ใ€Œ่ชฐใซใ‚‚่ฟทๆƒ‘ ใ‚’ใ‹ใ‘ใŸใใชใ„ใ€ โ€œI donโ€™t want to be a burden on anyoneโ€

โ€œKowainowa kodokushi yori mo kawaisล da to omowareru kotoโ€ (ใ€Œๆ€–ใ„ใฎใฏๅญค็‹ฌๆญปใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ‹ ใ‚ใ„ใใ†ใ ใจๆ€ใ‚ใ‚Œ ใ‚‹ ใ“ใจใ€ โ€More than the fear of dying alone, I fear being pitiedโ€

่€ณใ‚’ใ™ใพใ›ใฐ Mimi o Sumaseba, lit. “If you listen closely” 

voices 1 2 3 4 5 6 ……..

the attraction is just not there.. 

lo maksain banget …

 Klo dia suka ya gak gini juga kali… 

php ?

huff .. 

I get it .. ure not into me.. 

apaahh? Jadi lo pikir lo special ? *geer bgd sih lo? 

udah late twenties… 

pasti udah sama2 pernah sakit hati lah..

 trus kalo udh 3,4 bulan gak Cocok lo bakal ninggalin gw gitu Aja?….. 

ahh … capek gak sih lo? 

gw capek sih klo gini terus 

well.. I’d like a little bit more than what we have.. 

and this doesn’t really seem progressing.. 

I think the world of you .. 

but I think it’s time for us to move on.. 

how I wish the moment that anata no kazoku says… ๆฏๅญใ‚’ใ‚ˆใ‚ใ—ใ โค โค
but… ๐Ÿ˜ฆ 

anyway, I’ll be okay..and ull be okay too.. 


Ibti bilang dia mau nyoba something new,bosen ke eataly (besides more now we don’t get staff discount , hiks) … Ibti said let’s try Parker Dubai mall, Sarah told us it’s the talk of the town and her cousins got the key, *Google Parker dubai mall … intinya kalo mau enter the restaurant we have to search for the key first.. ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ *udah laper kalii gw* lol

iftar hari ini jam 716pm and restaurant nya baru buka jam 7 pm ,,and there was a long line! woww.. I’m amazed ….

well.. I Love the fries but the burger is so so .. I didn’t try the desert though.. but it looks nice ..

utensils nya sih gak yang wow gitu ya, piringnya ngingetin gw Sama piring nenek gw, lol.. and tempat naro tissue nya adalah kaleng bekas susu rainbow yang Sama dia gak dicat lagi..tumplek plek gitu aja..  harga antara 20-50 dirham lah, jadi ya masih reasonable lah.. (untuk ukuran dubai )

the view

tapi tetep …gak lama dari situ, gw nyari nasiii, si cinta sejati gw, hehe! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

jadilah pas Haima dateng, gw Ibti and Haima, ate in yo sushi ! gw ordered salmon fried rice.. nyuummm… *nyeseek sih biasanya kalo makan di yo sushi airport dapet staff price.. Huhu..

menunya di kipas

udah Haima and gw kenyang, Ibti ngasih letter dari Lena buat Kita bedua.. I miss her, Dubai feels so different without Lena , but ya well.. people move on Ziwa … you have to accept it .. ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡

we definitely will see each other again soon , Le ! inshaAllah ๐Ÿ˜‡

gw spent too much nih bbrp hari Ini, gw beli baju berenang ( mksdnya biar mulai bljar renang) eh tapi kok mikir – berenang dmn? beli 1 baju formal yang gak tau pake nya bakalan kapan… Blm lagi jajan jajan cantik tiga hari ini… Huhuu……focus Ziwa , focus !! pengennya by the age of 31 (or 32?) rumah gw lunas !!! aminnnn ๐Ÿ˜‡

after Reem ๐Ÿ’ž

  1. I’m not fond of sharing my lipstick or straw in a drink
  2. I dont like people to sit on my bed In their outside clothes
  3. till this day I don’t know how to swim or whistle
  4. I love it when people said I can’t do or be something, it makes me want to work harder n prove them wrong
  5. I love ice cream very much, I even try to make an ice cream but failed.. one of my wish list is to visit the ice cream festival in Germany .. (76 things before 30 years old!)
  6. some colleagues say I’m intimidating (myb they conclude that after seeing me handling a crazy passengers) but honestly I’m so weak in front of a guy i like which makes me hate myself
  7. I cant drink soda. I feel like vomitting after drinking it
  8. I can understand Arabic or Japanese more than speaking it
  9. I love collecting 1 dirham coin or others country’s coin..
  10. I love to keep other country’s money too ( notes) at least one (when I got back from that country or my friend always give me as a gift or souvenir ; ) I have this belief ; having that country’s note means ill go there ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…โœŒ๐Ÿป๏ธ
  11. I love collecting snowballs too , so far I have 60 snowballs ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
  12. I used to think I don’t need a man till Im 25 years old.. (Ghaith n mom even told me this) I mean I can provide for myself . sometimes If I overthink about it, I feel like maybe if I’m with a guy, itโ€™s purely because I want to be with the guy, but why? because I don’t like to be alone at night ? or what? I do really feel Im getting fragile year by year,,, should i blame the hormone ?
  13. I love babiessss ,, lol
  14. I’ve never work in Indonesia and have no idea why whenever I apply a job in my country I never get called even for an assessment ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ญ
  15. I never have long hair till I’m 20 years old. and now I intend to make my hair braided like Mariama โค๏ธ
  16. I never have female close friend till I’m in senior high school.
  17. I don’t like people taking my picture without my permission ( passengers always do this! ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘)
  18. I used to be a traditional dancer and few times performed on stage in TMII
  19. I don’t like cats
  20. when my grandpa still alive – we always go on cruise to Christmas Island every year. He even the one that introduce me to Swaziland. (learning to swim in Swaziland by Nila K Leigh is my first English book) omG, I miss him so much ..๐Ÿ˜ข

today ~

ูˆู„ุกู† ุฅุฐ ู‚ู†ุงุงู„ุงู†ุณุงู† ู…ู†ุง ุฑ ุญู…ุฉ ุซู… ู†ุฒ ุนู†ู‡ุง ู…ู†ู‡ ุงู†ู‡ ู„ูŠูˆ ุณ ูƒููˆุฑ

wa la in adzaknaa al insaana minnaa rohmatan tsumma nadza’ naahaa minhu innahu layauusu kafuur
( Surat hud ayat 9 )

“Dan jika kami rasakan kepada manusia suatu rahmat dari kami, kemudian rahmat Itu Kami cabut daripadanya , pastilah dia menjadi putus asa lagi tidak berterima kasih ” 

the ayat keeps echoing in my mind the whole day…

off day ~

kiss aku bang, lol ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜

trying to read and finish the book… ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘ป๐Ÿ‘ป

and watching bungou stray dogs and koto no ha no niwa ~

่จ€ใฎ่‘‰ใฎๅบญ โค๏ธ

Dreams dont run away from us; it is always we who run away from dreams ๐Ÿ™‚



* taken by : Yoojin.. โค๏ธ